vision

As above so below, as within so without, as before so once again.
I.N.R.I
Intra Nobis Regnum Iehova
(The Kingdom of God is within us)

... THE FALL

I broke... and with me, so did the ground of my Psyche.
With the ground of my Psyche breaking, so broke the construct, the
edifice of my reality.

I broke and fell backwards within myself as did the bits and pieces of
the edifice of my reality.
Panicking, I tried to grasp at the ruins, the bits and pieces of my edifice.
But they only turned to dust and disappeared.

As I fell I saw the light of my reality dimming and then it was gone.
I was falling in the abyss!
Darkness all around me.
Despair, fear, struggle!
Time was lost.

... TURN AROUND

Time was lost, I gave up the despair, let go of the fear, and stopped
the struggle.
I was still falling.
Realized: where am I falling to?
Turned around to look.
Realized I was never falling at all.
I was being pulled UP!
Up through the Planes of manifestation.
Up to the source.
Up to the divine essence.

... THE TOUCH

I was a man dying of thirst floating in a sea of fresh water.
Unlimited energy to regenerate.
I reached out and the divine reached in.
It was always there, right behind me.
I felt it permeate through every particle of my being and surrounded me.

... THE RETURN

I felt the permeation, the touch.
I was sent down through the Planes of manifestation.
The touch started to crystallize into Knowledge of its essence.
Down through the Planes.
The knowledge crystallize into understanding of the essence.
Down through the Planes.
The understanding crystallize into authority to direct the essence.
I was given the Scepter!

...but 'I' will not direct. 'I' will not control. 'I' have no use of
this power.

Its a mutual understanding!

As above so below, as within so without, as before so once again.
V.I.T.R.I.O.L.
Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Invenies Occultum Lapidem
(Visit the interior of the earth and rectifying will find the hidden stone).

May you all realize that you too hold the Scepter!

~ a +brother
Non nobis, Domine, non nobis, sed nomini tuo da gloriam
(Not to us, O LORD, not to us, but to Thy name be given glory).